im excited to not be at school for a couple of days this week, i just need to get away.

ive told you most things in which is going on in my life.
i really appreciate getting it off my chest.
im pretty sure that im just putting all my problems onto you.
for which i am sorry for.

im sorry for not being happier, but at this time, i am who i am.

im not okay.
i know you think its a joke, but i dont.
it hurts.

you get whats coming to you. :)

Day 3 - Your parents

my parents are amazing, they support me in almost everything i do, and i love them for it. we dont get along sometimes but thats just life, you have disagreements. but i love you both.


Day 4 - Your sibling (or closest relative)

i used to hate you with a passion, but since you have been away you have been nicer and i love that. you have turned into a better person and thats good. i love you.

thankyou, teesha and krystal for caring.
you dont know how much that means.

thanks for listening. :)

Day 2 - Your crush

lets just pass on this one.

Day 1 - Your best friend

well, this is gonna be hard. i have 3. to you, i have known you for nine beautiful years and your amazing, you make me laugh and we have soooo many memories together which i will treasure forever, but since we have gone to college, we have kinda gone our different ways, even at your birthday, i felt like i could crawl up in a ball in the corner and you not even notice.

to number 2, i really value your friendship, im not even joking. we have had our past fights and bitchiness, but i think that you are an amazing friend. im sorry for all the things in the past. i love you. lately, i think that we have kinda become closer and ive really liked that, since forever you have been there for me, and honestly, i cant thank you enough. you are such a nice and caring person.

to number 3, you know what. you do actually annoy the living hell outta me, but you know what, i wouldnt have it any other way, but sometimes you need to draw the line between niceness and pure assness. you make me laugh, we have had soooo many memories together, both bad and good, but i still love you.

Everyone else is, so why not..

The 30 Day Letter Challenge;
Day 1 - Your Best Friend
Day 2 -Your Crush
Day 3 - Your parents
Day 4 - Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 -Your dreams
Day 6 - A stranger
Day 7 -Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 - Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 - Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 - Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to
Day 11 - A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 - The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 - Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 - Someone you've drifted away from
Day 15 - The person you miss the most
Day 16 - Someone that's not in your state/country
Day 17 - Someone from your childhood
Day 18 - The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 - Someone that pesters your mind, good or bad
Day 20 -The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 - Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 - Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 - A person that caused you to change
Day 24 - The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 - The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 - The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 - The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 -Someone that changed your life
Day 29 - The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 - Your reflection in the mirror

its days like today that i wish i could forget.
but now that its happened,
my opinion of you changes.

sometimes, i wish that things could of turned out differently.
sometimes, i wish i didnt have to be so self-concious around you.
sometimes, i wish that you would actually care for once.

but, hey, they wont and never will come true.

im sorry.
i never knew you felt that way.
its just hard sometimes.

its all just getting tooo much, i think im about ready to have a meltdown.
i dont appreciate being called things behind my back.
i dont like it when you are deliberately mean to me.

you know when im upset, i go quiet.
but, heres the thing that hurts the most,
you dont even ask if im okay.
and i hate you for that.

you are one of my best friends.
i can tell you anything, although it wont be safe for long.
you make me laugh soooo much.

your such a bitch ass.

are you fucking kidding me!
one thing is done,
then it all goes out of hand
I DONT LIKE HIM

you dont know how caniving and bitchy you really are!

i still really like talking to you.

your an amazing friend, and i don't know what id do without you.
im sorry for anything that i have done in the past.