someone told me not to regret anything that i do.

truth is, i regret most of it.

sometimes a smile may come across my face, just for a second.
because for once i am happy.

a life filled with regret is no fun.

to people;

#1
we have had sooo many great memories together and i really wish that we could go back to that in the near future. im sorry for what i have done in the past. i really am.

#2
you are one of my best friends and i dont think that i could of got through this year without you. you have pretty much been there for me when i needed you. thankyou sooooo very much.

#3
you are really pretty. like honestly. dont let others tell you otherwise.

i'm sorry.

:/
im just gonnna give up trying now.

i dont know what im actually doing anymore.
i think about you everyday. i miss you like mad. if only i had seen you before you left this world.
its hard for me to tell anyone whats actually going through my mind about anything and everything.
i dont know how to put it into words for anyone to actually understand.

1/11/10 you will never be forgotten xx